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1 April 2011
I am afraid of commitment in relationships. It feels like everyone around me has no problem with commitment, people are getting married, or celebrating multiple years together. I've been single for over a year now, and I've only liked... two guys in the last year or so... Kirk and Christian... And Kirk led me on, and just broke my heart. It really really sucked. Things didn't work out with Christian either... I hate falling for guys, because I hate getting hurt. I don't really mind being vulnerable I guess, I just hate the getting hurt part... I don't want to take my time, I want someone I know, someone I trust, someone I love... Like... Daniel. I know him really well, he's my best friend, I've never been so comfortable with anybody else, ever. I love him to pieces, and couldn't imagine life without him... However, he isn't... enough of a leader. He's not as assertive or agressive... He's not as manly... I have no clue what I want, and I'm going to end up hurting someone because I don't know what I want... I'm such a jerk.
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