God has given me a gift

God has given me this absolutely incredible gift.
He has given me the gift of love as well as the gift of compassion.
He has given me the ability to feel for people intensely, and to love them even more.
He has given me the trials so I am able to more adequately understand others.
Truly I feel more lonely than I have in a very long time.
Truly I have felt this lonelines longer than I thought I could bare.
Truly God is still with me, loving me, holding me, feeling my pain and my joy.
God is watching over me, holding me in His arms.
God, You've given me this incredible gift of pain.
God You have given me scars to prove how far I have come.
God You have given me the ability to write in order to express myself, and release myself from weights on my heart.
Lord You have given me the ability to write what I cannot say.
Lord I love You.
I have been neglecting You lately.
I am so so so terribly sorry.
I have slipped back into old habits.
Poor language, lust, etc.
Lord forgive me as only You can.
Cleanse me and make me pure in Your sight.
Heal my wounds, and hold me close.
Help me to feel You near me.
Help me to love You more.
Help my faith to grow where it needs it.
Forgive me Lord.. Forgive me.
I'm so so so so so sorry.
So sorry.
I love You.
Thank You for loving me unconditionally, even if the people in my life can't.
Thank You Thank You Thank You