Monday, September 13, 2010
God help me have faith
God, I feel so lost right now. I am so stressed and confused and frustrated. Lord I know You have a plan and that You're in control. I know that You love me more than my own mother, more than any guy ever will, and more than anyone else in my life. You want what is best for me, and my family as well. Help me to hold onto You as my family goes through this Lord. We've moved 9 times, and it's killed our budget. Lord, I was going to finally get a car... but I know that with this having happened, I won't be getting one. I don't even know if I'll be able to continue my college education. Everything is up in the air again, and Lord I'm afraid. My biggest fear is easily the unknown. Lord give me peace and hope. Help me know that You are Lord and You in control of everything. Lord help me understand Your incredible, deep love for me. Lord... I'm afraid. I am hurt, angry, lonely... Lord... You created the universe, the sky, the sun, the moon, the stars, the plants, the animals, and man in 7 days. You are capable of everything. Lord, help my parents through this.
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Sometimes the hardest thing to hold onto is God's Sovereignty. It's definitely the most difficult trait of God to understand. (For me, anyway.)
ReplyDeleteBut it IS true. God IS in control. Nothing catches Him by surprise. He is always prepared to take the mixed up mess of our lives, stir in His love and compassion and wisdom, and turn it into something beautiful.
I'm praying He'll reveal a little peek of His plan to you, Stephanie.
Jean
Sometimes I just don't understand why something is happening. But I know that even when I'm in satan's grasp, I'm still in God's. Thank you for your prayers...
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