You

I started writing again.
Fiction.
Novels.
I still can't seem to finish them though.
I lack the motivation.
I lack... a lot of things really.
I wish I was capable of completing them.
One in particular.
One that nobody knows I'm writing
One that nobody would guess I was writing about.
One that nobody cares to know about.
But that last one is mostly because they don't care what I write about period.
True. Story.
I am trying to be patient... it's not easy.
I'm trying to wait on You Lord.
It's really difficult.
Just saying.