Tuesday, February 2, 2010

My biggest fear

Isn't going to college. Or being sooo far from home.
It's that college will verify that I am worthless.
That I am no beautiful or skinny or cool or anything exceptional.
What if it turns out that when I get to college I'm once more shoved to the side for someone more pretty more skinny more cool more rich more smart more popular? What if being at college just points out how incredibly insignificant I truly am? And that is my greatest fear. Lord, oh Lord, help me.

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